As I sit and write this Xander is watching Max and Ruby in his room, my apartment is a disaster, my chest feels like it's on fire and the need to take some real photographs is eating at the pit of my stomach.
I am so far from where I want to be. I have let so much slip through my fingers. I find myself just a little bit overwhelmed by everything....poor me :P
We've been dealing with some issues at Xander's daycare that has forced me to make the decision to take him out. I hate to do it because they've really been wonderful, but I feel like the instability of another child is severely out weighing the good that Xander gets from his interactions there. I suppose we will find another daycare, but maybe not considering classes are over next tuesday. We're just going to play it by ear for a while.
More importantly my Grandmother has had surgery recently. She made it through with out any issues, and while I'm so incredibly relieved that she is doing very well I still have a nagging ache that tells me I should have been there. I decided not to make the trip down during her surgery because I thought I could be more useful afterwards. Well...now I'm sick. Really sick. While the plan is to go down for a week when classes are over, if I don't shake whatever it is that has decided to make it painful to breath then it looks like my Grandmother will be back to normal before I even make it down. Then she'll be taking care of me, as per usual:P
There are so many little things going on too.....I've missed bachelorette parties, birthday parties,and other social functions.
I don't really know what I'm rambling on about....
I'll see you all when I make it down to Kentucky.
I've added pics to photobucket, so take a look if you feel the need:)
